NOT GONNA DO IT

so i didn't make peter pan! let's have a moment of silence for my loss.



okay, we're done now.


but can i just say that this news, albeit expected, was poorly timed. it was the first news of the day on the start of a very ornery day.

so this news traveled right past "it's okay" station right into the land of "i suck and don't have any talent" in my brain. i know, i know... i'm being too hard on myself and truly, as i have stated before, rejection is all part of the game... but many rejections in a row stinks! end of story. and i am aching to get on the stage again. it's been 4 years! it's time! hey universe listen up-- it's time to start pouring out the sunshine-- too many cloudy days! boo hiss!

okay so clearly i'm poopy pants today and will go to bed shortly.