Makin' Crap Up!

it's everyone's favorite time of year, and everyone's favorite diva's of comedy are up to their old antics again!

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I NEED MY FRHITNEY

okay so here i go again-- two more auditions in the next two weeks.

Audition #1- Chess at Turtle Lane Playhouse
Audition #2- Summer Season at the Publick Outdoor Theater

lately, i have been thinking about my good luck charm-- my sister whitney (or FRHITNEY as i call her). when i was younger and doing theater, frhit would always accompany me to my auditions- and i have always said that it was because of her that i made every show i auditioned for.

so here i am- all the way out in lonely boston, far far away from my cripply and i haven't made a single show! okay i have only auditioned for 3 so far, but even still- if fhritney had been there i would have made all 3-- i just know it!

so i have had to learn the art of rejection- learn how to pick my own self up, dust off my very own britches and get right back out there. so here i go!

i still wish frhitney were here though!

WHEELOCK I SING YOUR PRAISE

so i am sitting here in the midst of chaos and confusion- we have a 7:30 pm performance tonight- and i am looking all around at the various people that walk through my door. the big cheese, my boss, friendly kay, jane, wss (plural), tech guy, ed director, occasionally the dog named haas, stage manager, maintenance man... they all are filled with their wonderful selves and it makes me smile- getting to know them.

i am lucky to be loved, supported and cared for in this wonderful "family" environment.

not only do they put on amazing theater- which all of you in the area HAVE to come and see "to kill a mockingbird" but they are truly amazing people in and of themselves... and you don't always find that in this biz.

so cheers to you my wheelock family.

NOT GONNA DO IT

so i didn't make peter pan! let's have a moment of silence for my loss.



okay, we're done now.


but can i just say that this news, albeit expected, was poorly timed. it was the first news of the day on the start of a very ornery day.

so this news traveled right past "it's okay" station right into the land of "i suck and don't have any talent" in my brain. i know, i know... i'm being too hard on myself and truly, as i have stated before, rejection is all part of the game... but many rejections in a row stinks! end of story. and i am aching to get on the stage again. it's been 4 years! it's time! hey universe listen up-- it's time to start pouring out the sunshine-- too many cloudy days! boo hiss!

okay so clearly i'm poopy pants today and will go to bed shortly.