AHHHH MAN!!!

did i tell you guys that i turned down an offer to work as a PA on the new sandra bullock movie that's being made here? i know you are all screaming at me.

a) i had to say no-- when i commit to something, i commit-- and since i love my boss and because i had already told him i would work through this season i had to say it... just had to.

b) believe me it hurt my heart to do it-- but hopefully because i was faithful to my commitments, i will be blessed with other such opportunities!

c) yes after the drama at my work over the past few weeks i AM kicking myself hard for being a stupid loyal-head!!!

Could Be... Who Knows

there's something due, any day
i will know right away
soon as it shows

it may come cannonballing right through the sky
gleam in its eye
bright as a rose
who knows
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not to be cryptic... well okay... yes to be cryptic for the sake of keeping things on the DL for a while-- i will say the following statement and leave it at that.

being burnt has finally led me to the fire under my butt that is urging me forward. i now have the quickness in my step and the confidence that i have needed all along. so change is on its way and all of my lovely blog-land friends will know what that is soon... hopefully sooner rather than later.